Not Anymore

I'd rather let you go
Than hit my head on the walls
Over and over again
You were in limbo

It's frustrating, you know
This blindness that you have
You're winter-sad
I'm hot and ready to go

      First comes the day that I don't need you
      Then come the days that I don't want you
      You were the best something of my teenage paramour
      Don't you shake and cry, honey
      It's not you, it's all on me
      I just don't give two shits about you anymore

I like you but I
Don't like that you love me
Why are you so late ?
Now every second is made of lies

Your face is uninspiring
Don't you see, you lack vision
I'd hit you
But my hand would sting

      First comes the day that I don't need you
      Then come the days that I don't want you
      You were the best something of my teenage paramour
      Don't you shake and cry, honey
      It's not you, it's all on me
      I just don't give two shits about you anymore

I dream of other things
And those things burn me deep
My limerence has moved on
At least it gives me feelings

There's nothing wrong with you
But you'll get that wrong, too
There are things you can't fix
Face it, it's true !

      First comes the day that I don't need you
      Then come the days that I don't want you
      You were the best something of my teenage paramour
      Don't you shake and cry, honey
      It's not you, it's all on me
      I just don't give two shits about you anymore