Bloody Allies

Another
Another
Another.

Four long trails mark my arms
they all have stories
they are all alive in a way
keeping me company
as i watch a river flow.

This river is of blood flowing
down a silky path
then to a dark soft floor.

If you had a choice how would u kill yourself?

This was the last straw
i couldn't bare to see
them.

To see the looks on their faces when they saw it all.
If they knew the trouble i went through each and every day
to keep them in the shadows.

Crack,
Crank,
Glass
Heroin,
Weed,
Beer,
Tequila,
Razors,
lines,
stress,
drama,



Him, his silky smooth looks,
his eyes that make you want to scream.
They way he knows how to hold me,
oh i love the way he looks at me.

Another.

He is gone too.
All he wanted was love and i gave it to him,
there's more though.

He took it carelessly and then...

Does this need to happen?

-Yes dont be stupid, stupid girl.

Why?

-so you dont have to deal with all of this.

Its loaded and ready.

Roulette. An easy one player game.

-Come on do it!

Click, pull back.

Finger on the trigger.

*Click*
empty.
*Click*  
Empty

My hands started to shake and then...

The shaking stopped.