A New High But Not A Druggie Drug

One hit of that
You feel like your life will end  
but as it works through  
It feels absolutely amazing to you  
 
You say you want no more  
But the high was still all to new
You ask yourself what is it you can do  
 
It makes you space out  
Making you realize...
All too late
That you are being addressed  
By someone right in front of you
 
But even after the realization  
You realize you can't even find the words to speak
Going crazy inside your own head...
Just feeling like a mess  
 
But you want more...
Once the weight has lifted  
And you feel alright  
You realize  
You have to get more before the next batch runs out