Forgive me

I was just a diagnosis
For so many years.
Not even human,
But drowning in tears.

And I was heartbreak
After heartbreak away
From becoming this mess
I am today.

I have been brave
for an awfully long time
But no one understands
This pain I feel inside.

And I cannot fight forever
But i will as long as I live

Even though
There aint no happy endings
I just hope that by the time
I leave this world

You'll have forgiven me.