The Words We Tell Eachother

So the moment has come
Complete tranquility
Illusion of beauty
Crumbling agility
And nothing is gone completely
Which almost is worse

You left today
And I stayed waiting
You forgot something
And I still stayed waiting
Hoping you didn’t notice the tears in my eyes when you came back in wondering
Where your things were

Goodbye you say
See you soon you say
You say many things
And I do too
I don’t know you say
Take care of you, I will you say
I say it back yet I still don’t know if either of us is doing that correctly

I want you to know
I say
In my head
As I lay in your bed alone
wondering where else I have to go
Its dark now and i know I must walk home
But I can’t help and wonder if I stayed here would I be more whole
And you asked if I was okay
And I thought I was at the time
I ignored it all because I really did feel fine
I’m tired of letting out my sadness to you because I just want your smiles
Maybe we both grow farther when I grow fonder
Falling snow
But I’m still thinking of summer
How do you know your doing the right things

I wonder