Blind Words

I cannot see my words
Blind to what I've heard
Get carried in the wind
They're gone again

Deaf to my reflection
Myself throughout the day
Myself threw out the day
Same, unchanged

Untouched comprehension
Myself throughout the day
Through all our lives
How can we stay?

Nothing left behind
Wish of rewind
Not how it works
I sit beside myself, I'm blind to hurt

Deaf to all this pain
It's just the day, it's all the same
Where did i place my brain
Throughout decay

I'm blind to all your words
Try to react
But truth's absurd
Tie my rope, we are the herd
Lead me astray

Hieroglyphs lost to me
Like scattered souls, lost at sea
Guide my rope, pulling my strings
Lead me this way

Deaf to all the answers
Searching nothing
Nothing matters
Matter Searching
Human cancer
To Earth, such strain

Sitting on the evening
Reaching in but never feeling
Stepping back to be left reeling
One in the same

A stain of memory
Forgetting what's ahead of me
Distorted symmetry
Senses too tamed

Calculated havok
Sit and watch in peace, this panic
Civilization is no definition
Always quoting, no message mentioned
Lost macro organism
I am but one, I haven't listened
My choice is made

I've always found that I am lost
My choice to be, deceived of cause
I hate what every person ever was
Impact engraved

I'm blind throughout the day
I hold no witness, nation of slaves
More blind than eye, patiently die
You're all the same

I write with nothing bitter
I prefer sleep to all this winter
Cold hive, the time to wither
Wither away

I watch it as it happens
Blind to my thoughts
Blind to the canvas
Blind painter portrays a work of art
They cannot see

I'm dull to all the action
Deaf to my thoughts
Deaf to inaction
Deaf sounds of delayed reactions
This cannot be

Blind words are heard as silence
Deaf movements toward such violence
We are knotted, we are binded
Bonded by lack of kindness
I am not me