Aftermath

I was happy for a few hours
then I realised it was temporary  
 
I should know to never get my hopes up
but the ignorant girl in me craves the fun
 
I know it gets ten times worse  
after I feel like living a little
 
I crash
hard
 
Life sucks again
and I do things to myself  that I should not
 
I get annoyed way to easily
and you're never here to help...