Pave the roads in blood

My life is paved in gold!
Fuck off!
Our world is a fairytale
Hell no!
Paved in silver and gold!
Back off and go away.

The knife plunges deeper and deeper.
Maybe i don't notice it.
Maybe i do!
Ignore the facts look to fantasy.
Erotic fantasy's that are paved in blood.
every mutual decision is followed by a question.
Ask the bloody blade if he would do it.

Deeper again
why cant i stop.
let me go!
Fairy tales are supposed to be Gold!
yes but a nightmare is black
and all the roads are covered in blood!

If you stop now then you can get back to the real world.
But you dont stop you stay with me and play.
You play in puddles of red and cry tears of black!
Every thought you think is of me and my seductive pleasures.
I take away the pain that you feel...
now come back to me.

If i let you take over then i will be giving in.
but you are the only way out!
Out from what?
The real world, the pain takes the world away.
the sicing of the skin
the feeling of that burn as air touches your wound.
Keep thyself clean that holy fool says.

What does god have to do with any of this stuff
that crap your parents tell you is fake
god doesnt care about you or anyone else that is why he sits up on his high and  mighty throne in the sky.
Care about what i feel.
I only feel for you.
I love you.

No! You love my blood.
Oh how you cry those tears of red as my blood slips from my arm.
Go away you demon