Empty

I used to think my life was full.
But I know realize its been so empty,
The shadowed dark recesses of a  broken mind.
A world of dreams make believe ,head in the clouds.
But because of that lost mysterious look .
My empty pages were filled and now i am a book
Every page a new path  i took  rounding old paths
taking all of life's pleasures  
And now suffering unrepentant Gods wrath,
taking a breath now deep and hold ,
Feeling a freedom I've only just come to understand
taking the plunge and taking hold of gods hand
My sin all washed away IM born again i cry like a newborn  
feeling like ill swoon  , My faith has restored all i was without
not claiming perfection far from devout  but god has filled every part that was empty
Gave new life to a broken soul ,shed light into  a  dark mind  
Salvation i never believed would be mine.
.Empty was exactly what he wanted me to be .
So his love could refuel my spirit , Thanks to all the hurt that emptied my will.
so that my will could become thy will amen.