i told u  im happy in hell

the slickest smile flickered in&out
in the fullest emptiness
 
crawl out from the wall-mirror again my face-painted ghoul
this time speak clearly
to the hollowest fear eviscerating all the insides
to reality,
to desire
 
my body the temple
still in excavation
 
its yours
god damn you
 
i'll be so bad for you
i'll be good if you hurt me
touch me touch me make me  
let's go to confession
and fuck in the booth
 
oh it hurts all the time  
i'm never gonna leave this place till i die