My First Love

We met online
we talked and talked
I met her friends
they told me take a walk

A month had passed
her friends all "died"
I comforted her
She cried and cried

Another month went by
i fell in love
But it was toxic
we always lost it

Another month
New friends had come
I was here first
so I already won

Another month
she has a boyfriend
her friends are fake
but she wont break

A couple days
her friends aren't real
their all played by her
She tells me, "Thats just absurd"

Another month
I've fallen too far
i'm told she's dead
her wrists stained with red

I come home from school
and shes alive, im such a fool

She keeps me from doing what i love
so i tell her its not true love

We part ways, a hole in our hearts
we haven't spoken in a year
Her name was Gabby
hearing her name fills me with fear