Blank

I'm blank I feel extremely exposed
I'm in a twilight love zone
it’s a never ending circle of your shadow
I feel like am standing on the edge of nothingness

it's a vicious cycle of painful memories that don't stop
I wish you could understand what I'm going through
I don't ever see you learning from what I've been through
I feel out of sorts I feel all alone even when the house is full of people

I feel disconnected I know what I have to do
I don't want to push through it
dealing with memories it brings up just how I feel about you
that makes me miss you even more than I already do.




Epics notes

This is the constant struggle of this poet Epic,
he fell in love she had an affair not long after they married and now I should hate her and yes that would be easier for sure I don’t know how to clearly there is a reason why he or me can’t move on and when I can figure that out I’ll be back to 100 % right now I’m running on about 39 % capacity I do look forward to be 100 % me again,
Yes I’ve been in love since still I can’t shake this what I’m feeling each day so today it’s best to explain that today my emotional state is Blank,

End note

Thank you to you all that have taking the time to read my ink
It’s a little slice of who I am,

Epic