Wishful thinking

I feel him, even though he's not around,
I see him in my thoughts ever so often,
Creating magical scenarios that will never be,
Lost in thought, just selling myself dreams.

I'd rather not dream of him, but rather be close to him.
My body aches, when he's not caressing me,
i long for his warmth, his love, his all.

I thought he was the one, i could literally feel it,
Guess my heart was playing games with my mind,
Wish i could've seen it.
But am i ready to face the consequences, that comes with love AGAIN?!
Maybe i should call it quits,
Just put everything concerning love to an end.