Reflective Introspective (self-poems)

 
Introspective self-poems are my favorite kind of verse.  
This is a list of mine going back 35 years of how I see myself.
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1:
 Self Portrait - 04/01/1983
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/54369-self-portrait/
 
2:
 Forgive Not Forget - 04/03/1983
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/28861-forgive-not-forget/
 
3:
 Two Faced - 06/06/1983
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/33598-3-seeds-of-hatred-raise-your-spirit/
 
4:
 Constant & Changing - 11/27/1983
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/30966-constant-changing/
 
5:
 Walls And Bridges - 04/04/1985
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/27476-walls-and-bridges/
 
6:
 The Man I Am No One Else Knows - 03/06/1987
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/52990-the-man-i-am-no-one-else-knows/
 
7:
 Stock Room Blues - 06/30/1987
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/56784-stock-room-blues/
 
8:
 Blind To The Me Others See - 07/04/1987
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/34599-blind-to-the-me-others-see/
 
9:
 Struggle Against Success - 05/13/1989
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/27447-struggle-against-success/
 
10:
 But Does God Trust in US? - 05/30/1989
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/31098-but-does-god-trust-in-us/
 
11:
 Every Eden Has It's Apples - 07/26/1989
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/26541-every-eden-has-its-apples/
 
12:
 See Through Inner Eyes - 10/27/1989
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/26570-see-through-inner-eyes/
 
13:
 Within Me - Beyond Me - 07/18/2003
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/27362-within-me---beyond-me/

14:
 No End To The Flesh - 9/28/2003
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/216435-no-end-to-the-flesh/

15:
 I Am - 03/04/2004
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/28343-i-am/

16:
 Life Is An Ocean - 10/11/2004
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/27363-life-is-an-ocean/

17:
 Under The Bridge - 03/30/2005
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/27475-under-the-bridge/

18:
 Uncertain to Me - 04/01/2009
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/34596-uncertain-to-me/
 
19:
 When I'm Sixty-Five - Social Insecurity - 06/13/2011
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/26275-when-im-sixty-five---social-insecurity/

20:
 Holes In A Story - 11/01/2011
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/32201-holes-in-a-story/

21:
 a Self Portrait of Holes In A Story - 12/06/2011
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/68669-a-self-portrait-of-holes-in-a-story/

22:
 Learning to Fly - 04/23/2012
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/49373-learning-to-fly/

23:
 Unfade Away - 06/09/2012
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/55591-unfade-away/

24:
 Nobody Becomes An Artist - 22nd July 2012
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/61358-nobody-becomes-an-artist/

25:
 Dripping Into Death - 26 July 2012
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/61911-dripping-into-death/

26:
 Completion by Separation - 10/14/2012
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/72257-completion-by-separation---competition/
 
27:
 Hero's Secret - 11/30/2012
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/79274-a-heros-secret/

28:
New Beginning - 12/20/2012
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/82858-a-new-beginning/

29:
 Nobody Knows the Trouble I've Sown - 4 July 2013
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/116039-nobody-knows-the-trouble-ive-sown/

30:
 Deathright - 5 August 2013
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/120298-deathright/

31:
  Jealousy is such a bitch - 26 September 2013
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/128761-jealousy-is-such-a-bitch/

32:
 Nothing Is Real - 30 July 2014
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/171747-nothing-is-real/

33:
 Masturbating Reminds Me I am - 24 October 2014
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/181686-masterbating-reminds-me-i-am/

34:
 This is Now! - 18 January 2015
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/191931-this-is-now/

35:
 My Dark Little World - 26 January 2015
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/192770-my-own-little-world/

36:
 I'm Too Old - 18 March 2015
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/198419-im-too-old/

37:
 Time Creeps Slowly In The Moment - 23 March 2015
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/198942-time-creeps-slowly-in-the-moment/

38:
 Reflections of My Adversary - 18 June 2015
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/207851-reflections-of-the-adversary/

39:
 Broken - 3 July 2015
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/209345-i-am-broken/

40:
 along for the ride - 20 August 2015
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/213883-along-for-the-ride/

41:
 Runner-Up - 1 September 2015
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/214938-runner-up/

42:
 Quicksand - 9/5/2015
http://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/215304-quicksand/

43:
 journal gibberish - 10/13/2015
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/218508-journal-gibberish/

44:
 today's pain - 11/4/2015
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/220473-todays-pain/

45:  
 dà jà  vu - 11/22/2015
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/222129-d-j-vu/

46:
 Five Seven Five - A Swarm of Bees Stinging Me - Buzzing in My Hive - 12/2/2015
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/223083-five-seven-five---a-swarm-of-bees/

47:
 Just Once - 12/31/2015
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/225738-just-once/

48:
 Freakin Lazy A$$ - 1/11/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/226746-freekin-lazy-a/

49:
 Naked - 2/19/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/230157-naked/

50:
 Hell No! - 2/25/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/230633-hell-no/

51:
 Butterfly Wings - 2/28/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/230871-butterfly-wings/

52:
 Trust - 2/29/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/231000-trust/

53:
 A Dream Too Real - 3/17/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/232898-a-dream-too-real/

54:
 Creepy Old Man - 4/3/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/234437-creepy-old-man/

55:
 I am Tapestry - 4/13/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/235377-i-am-a-tapestry---i-am-picard/

56:
 Rainfall - 4/14/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/235480-rainfall/

57:
 Crumbs in the Cookie Jar - 26th April 2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/236604-crumbs-in-the-cookie-jar/

58:
 My Body of Ink - 5/11/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/246352-perseid-cries-with-me/

59:
 Perseid Cries With Me - 11th August 2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/246352-perseid-cries-with-me/

60:
 Harness the Horse - 8/16/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/246829-harness-the-horse/

61:
 Digging Deeper - 8/27/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/247912-digging-deeper/

62:
 Old Man - 9/11/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/249209-old-man/

63:
 Tired of Dying - 10/6/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/251538-tired-of-dying/

64:
 Microcosm - 11/5/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/254166-microcosm/

65:
 If I Only Had a Brain -  11/6/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/254234-if-i-only-had-a-brain/

66:
 At the End of the Day - 11/19/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/255409-at-the-end-of-the-day/

67:
 Layers of Blame - 11/29/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/256385-layers-of-blame/

68:
 Mortality - 12/8/2016
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/257130-mortality/

69:
 Regret # 3,251,963 - 1/11/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/260316-regret-3-251-963/

70:
 so you think you know me? - 3/25/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/267487-so-you-think-you-know-me/

71:
 Destined for Darkness - 16th April 2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/269526-destined-for-darkness/

72:
 crumbs - 5/3/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/270913-crumbs/

73:
 let me out - 5/9/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/271370-let-me-out/

74:
 Unqualified - 5/25/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/272764-unqualified---not-for-the-sexiest-man/

75:
 I NEEDTO SCREAM! - 619/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/274690-i-needto-scream/

76:
 happiness - 6/20/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/274759-happiness/

77:
 What's Broke in Me - 7/30/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/279029-whats-broke-in-me/

78:
 immortality brings infinite pain - 9/19/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/284905-immortality-brings-infinite-pain/

78:
Be Your Artistry! - 09/21/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/285121-be-your-artistry/

79:
Hammer of the godZ - 10/15/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/287278-hammer-of-the-godz/

80:
Holodeckitis - 10/16/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/287382-holodeckitis/

81:
Recidivism - 11/01/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/288922-recidivism/

82:
Darkness Within - 11/05/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/289360-darkness-within/

83:
Me, Myself an Isle - 11/06/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/289419-me-myself-an-isle/

84:
Faking Fantasy - 11/14/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/290259-faking-fantasy/

85:
it's just a damn tv commercial but it makes me wanna puke - 11/26/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/291486-its-just-a-damn-tv-commercial-but-it/

86:
Isolation - 11/26/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/291444-isolation/

88:
Imperfection - 11/27/2017
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/291615-imperfection/

89:
a Quicky - 01/03/2018
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/poems/295718-a-quicky/