Endless Wave

Endless thoughts like a twister in sight
keeps my head wrapped up in its plight
mixed emotions like an endless wave
riding the barrel until it concaves
being tossed around then spat out
left feeling confused and so much doubt...
    In me. . I can't fight it any more
    I'm gettin on that's for sure
The hours I have wasted pondering over it
...I give in...Yes... I Quit
Just this time, it'll be the last
then I will put it all in the past
You believe your bulshit at the time
say anything to make is sound fine
The cycle goes on its merry way
in its nasty grip I stay