Trip

I had been missing
from my self
I had isolated from what I felt
All the mystery -like an impending doom
filled my head - I could not move
So what comes next?
I see them all say-
Do what is best for you today

Tell me when this trip gets easy
because it certainly isn't now.
Tell me what I'm supposed to be feeling
and how to get it out.

I am just wishing
I was someone else
So I could read how the story sells

No one is buying what hasn't been done
I'll be the guinea pig for everyone.

Tell me when this trip gets easy
because it certainly isn't now.