SUCH YEARNING  (II)   (5-6-91, Jamaica Beach, Galveston Island, Texas)

my spirit
like  
a waterfall
falls up  
into  
the sky
so blue
i look  
into
the eyes
of strangers
in search
of tranquil  
pools
for my
love
to plunge
into
my love
forever calling
longingly
falling
into my  
spirits  
lonesome blue
my love
so
slowly thawing
like some
long forgotten
ice age
residue
awakened from
its ancient
sleep
yearning
so much
now
yet for
who
perhaps  
is not
the question
i  
should ask  
myself
nor seek
an answer  
to
but more
and
rather
i  
suspect
that finding
such  
a love
itself
might be
enough  
to simply
satisfy
and heal
this  
lifelong lack
still
hungering so
within me
here
 
or
would
it
could
it
ever
really