Forever Greatful

The demon inside my head
who torments me 
is the one who’s name is Crystal 
the one who controls all of me
i try to break away and try to get clean
but the moment I close my eyes 
Her face is the staring at me
she told me I am the only one 
you will ever have 
no need to run
because my child I welcomed you back
I told you from the beginning 
you won’t break away from me there’s no escape 
unless death is what you seek
i will be forever grateful to take your life 
but believe me it’s better watching you slowly die
even times that I have some hope 
She invites me by watching
calling my family by name
try and leave me again
rest assured
I will put them in the grave