How Could You?

Yesterday last year, you were right here
And yet now you feel so far away
Your rotting underground but your face is in my head
I don't understand it, you're not meant to be dead
I don't get why you did what you did
But who am I to judge?
You had your reasons and I don't own your life
But I just wish you would've thought of us
The dull pain of grief throbs stronger every time
I don't want to miss you, you've committed a crime
I don't understand and I never will
And now when I think of you
All I feel is a chill...