My Cross

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!
Everyone in my family shouted
I hid, hands over my ear
Curled on an old sofa at the garage

I curled into a ball, thumbs in my mouth
Clasping a gift to my breast
My present from myself
A silver St. Christopher cross

The party went on inside
Silently I listened
Knowing I will never be one of them
Pushed away by their indifference

Then I was no longer alone
My breasts were pinched
My clothes were gone
My body was once more devoured

Pretty boy opened my legs wide
And started to lick and suck
Mounted me for a good long ride
Up and down, he bucked

His fingers probed me and opened
My ass for his ivory cock
He doggy fucked me so hard
I felt his balls on my bum

He is between my legs again
Sucking and licking and lapping
His fingers making me come
While his tongue do the urging

I come and come, explosions
Shaking my body  
Inside I cringe in revulsion
As I see his body

On top of me, he looks like a parasite
Eating off a helpless victim
Forcing pleasure with hate
Urging lust on a teen

He left, nonchalant, satiated
I curled back like a fed cat
On my clenched palm  drops of blood
fell, the cross had made a cut