Bitter Sweet

Buried feelings emerging
Contemplating if what I'm feeling is real.

Forbidden emotions exposed,
smiles appearing on my face,
Butterflies coming out to play,
And my mind is wondering more than normal.

A love lost many years ago.
Forgotten face, An abandoned memory.
A path I believed I would never cross.

I was certain, now I'm not so sure.
I wanna smile from the warmth
but yet I wanna throw up at the same time.

I can't explain this border line.
Feeling to vulnerable.