Sad Thoughts

we're both so high
it may be the pills but
in her eyes i saw the stars align
the oxy's an oxymoron
keeps the pain away but i still feel
time to cover up our feelings
like our graves we dug


she would visit on rainy nights
when i was feeling blue
those melancholic vibes
forever churning my mind
even the rain would skip to her tune
we shared risks
in a story void of empathy
what a sad story indeed
through the days we spent
expanding our minds
so did our love
you warned me nothing good lasts forever
i should have believed you


we shared our fears
our ambitions
how we felt about love
in a world this cold
it's hard not to feel so alone
paranoia finally got the best of me
i feel as if i wont rest in peace
we always knew this day would come
a fate filled with grief
i would give anything
to hear you say goodbye
one more time