A Death Foretold

In my mind i am leery

Deep down inside this soul of mine

I no longer see clearly

The world has gone grey and turned dreary

I’m begining to fear me

It’s like im doing some kind of time

No longer able to unwind

Unable to get away from this life that i call mine



Now that the suns gone away

I stumble

Night and day are ****ed up and jumbled

Its hard to find the way

Whats the point anymore

I’m afraid i can not say

My head swoons from these psychological wounds

Same song and dance

Same old tune

Life isn’t living its only death on delay

Some sort of sick joke on cosmic display

On replay from the time of my first birthday

And i no longer care enough about the game to play



Its like there’s this awful inflamation and pain

Its taken up permanent residence in my brain

Eternal

Torturess flames

It waxes

It wanes

It slays me

It banes

It bleeds

It strains

It never leaves

It stains where it lays

Infection of these innerplanes

Untill all joy is deminished

Untill i am finally finished

Serving this life sentence

No hope left to gain

No shred of enlightenment attained

My eyes are wide open

But the world has gone dark

There is nothing left inside of this heart

The truth is stark

Life isn’t fair

My lungs feel deprived of air

I can no longer force myself to care

Void of all passion

Emotion is just not there

No longer courageous or bold

I grow frozen as the darkness continues to unfold

… A death is foretold