I cant

I'm sorry when you just wanted to fuck  
That i cried  
To feel your touch made everything shatter i bottle up deep inside.
I can't go on  not feeling your love is breaking me more.
I want to hide away  
Lock the door  
grab my legs  
Just cry
Everytime i see you a little more of me dies.
My only get away  
There but not
Im falling
Im screaming
Im bleeding  
I cant go on  
When we are like this i feel incomplete
Not feeling that you feel like me  
 
Just sad  
Crying again inside all day long.
I am having a really hard time playing strong.