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It Hasn't Improved.
Here is an update
On my current situation.
It seems I'm always in a state
Of perpetual irritation.
My mother left my jackass step dad,
But he did more for me than my real one ever will.
My real one tried to fuck me,
But my mom is in love with him still.
She sends him nude pics on the daily
I would know, I checked her phone.
The real person within my mother
I can say has finally shown.
Two suicide attempts, tried to throw myself from a car.
Never have I ever dreamed it would go this fucking far.
Seventeen, facing her abuser in court
I want to feel sad but it seems my emotional capability falls a little too short.
It was so bad,
Even my dad
Pretended to care.
So thus I share
My current anguish and disgust.
At this point I'm so done
If someone has something to say to me they're going to get cussed.
On my current situation.
It seems I'm always in a state
Of perpetual irritation.
My mother left my jackass step dad,
But he did more for me than my real one ever will.
My real one tried to fuck me,
But my mom is in love with him still.
She sends him nude pics on the daily
I would know, I checked her phone.
The real person within my mother
I can say has finally shown.
Two suicide attempts, tried to throw myself from a car.
Never have I ever dreamed it would go this fucking far.
Seventeen, facing her abuser in court
I want to feel sad but it seems my emotional capability falls a little too short.
It was so bad,
Even my dad
Pretended to care.
So thus I share
My current anguish and disgust.
At this point I'm so done
If someone has something to say to me they're going to get cussed.
Published 14th Oct 2017
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15th Oct 2017 10:45am
That's really dark poem, so dark in fact, i don't think i can find words to describe how much i hope it's fictional. But in case it is, i would like to ask you to stay strong, and remember that people claiming that "blood is thicker than water" can eat void. We choose who we hold close, and while it is difficult before you're considered an adult by law, it gets somewhat easier eventually. Better days will come.... it won't be easy, and it might take a long time, but they will come. PS: you can not curse me, i've been cursed so many times already, there is no room for newcoming curses anymore.
26th Oct 2017 2:08am
Unfortunately, none of it's fictional... and I'm so tired of people telling me to be afraid of being an adult because at least I'll be out of his hellhole, y'know?
