Burned out

What do you do when you're 28 years old, totally and completely burned out on life, love and even drugs?  This is the predicament I find myself in, sitting in the backseat of my friends car still waiting on the connect two hours later.

We picked up my chick, she's obviously pissy, but that's nothing new. She's always pissy these days and I'm getting sick of it. She don't hustle, she don't do shit except sir around being mad.

Her attitude and the lack of any kind of warmth make the six months in county that I'm facing seem like a pleasant alternative. It sucks, we were great friends for years and at first the relationship was passionate and fun.

That passion burned quickly to Ash. Now we barely speak, we can spend hours in our squat not speaking a word. I don't know what happened but whatever it was it's clear that what we had is over.