Reflecting

I felt an instant chemistry with you; as I thought you did.  

But even when there's chemistry, timing is a bitch.  

We do have fun together though. Don't we ?

I have only been with one person in my life.  

I have never had anal sex.  

Only 2 dicks have been in my mouth (yours was one of them)

I don't fuck. If I wanted that, I can walk into any bar.  
I want to make love and hope that it's as special to the other person as it would be to me.  

I feel I'm too different from anyone you've ever known or will ever meet.  I love too deeply, on a level I feel nobody is capable.  

I have not met my match or soulmate.  I've come to conclude I never will. There is nobody out there who'll ever relate or appreciate my uniqueness.  

So we settle in life, and this is a very sad thought to me.

If you still wanna hang out sometime that would be great.

But after reading this, I will be surprised if I ever hear from you again.
 
And my eyes are swollen from crying.