Prayer before death, ere my grave, to the Most Holy!

Dear Most Holy...      
       
Three weeks on the hospital bed,      
agonizing about what makes me sad.      
Should I get a pad and prepare for a rest?  
"Dad", maybe it's just time for a lifetime nap?        
Please God, don't take me back. Don't take me back!    
           
The darkest cloud with a silver lining when times are bad.      
I'm the twinkling star of your fine art when days are black.     
Just took time for a deep breath and hoped it would work.  
Wisdom over intelligence took over and I had to pray!      
        
The doctor said my brain's tied with a neurological knot.  
Good Lord, I plead with you to take away this illogical knot!      
I am a sinner. Please, forgiveness is good from you, good Lord.    
Omnipotent and merciful Comforter Don't take me back; clinical Lord!      
Wherever you deploy me, I will not hesitate, for you will move me, Lord!      
If it is the time of change bless me, assign me and fortify me Holy Lord!      

I can't come just to leave. So deploy me to the nations and use your soul!
Dear Lord, I will praise you, sing for you and dance for you through my soul!  
        
Amen!