Forever in my heart friend

Sometimes it's hard to think about
The good times we used to have
When I remember our happy times
I can't help but feeling sad
You said you'd never leave me
You didn't want me being alone
So I can't help but feel betrayed because I had to watch you go
I can't help but feel your absence
I miss you every day
I wish i had one more chance
To say all that's left to say
I'd tell you how much I love you,
How you made my life seem brighter
I know you tried your best, I know you was a fighter
I felt so helpless in those months, I held your hand in mine
I wanted to click my fingers and you would suddenly be fine.
But life doesn't always work like that,
We don't always get what we wish
But I hope you knew how much you meant to me, in your short time here with me, together
I loved you dearly my friend, always and forever.