Mess

Mess
I threw it all away,
For nothing at all,
Now that you’re gone,
I don’t know how
I’ll go on,
It’s all gone,
You saved me from this,
Everything was bliss,
But now i’m back in
This bloody mess,
Will I ever get out?
I need you now,
More than ever before,
But maybe i’m the selfish
One and that’s why
You’re the whore,
I threw it all away,
For drugs,
Alcohol and smokes,
But now that you’re gone I need them
All just to cope,
I would give anything
To quit,
But I can’t.
I’m stuck in this mess.