Addicts Riddle

I sit here staring at you
as if i know you best.
Taunting you with misconceptions
that never let you rest.
I am your constant companion
an invasion of your privacy.
I disgust your better judgement
and still you sell yourself to me.
You rationalize and bargain with me
while you forget to feel.
You make me your business partner
and mask any emotion once real.
You've lost your grip on the reigns
while we've been fooling around.
Your cyclical behavior
forever has you bound.