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Drowning Without You
Tears flow, dripping endlessly
Onto my pillow
My sight blurred
Being without you
Rips my soul to shreds
I can't breathe
Hoping beyond hope
That this love will be
Returned
But deep down knowing
You are outside my reach
My chest spasms
As I clutch my heart
It breaks into a
Million pieces
Excruciating
Wanting but never
Being wanted in return
So I wallow
In my own
Self
Pity
Darkness is all I see
No way out
No light
At the end
Of
My
Tunnel
Demons clawing
At my skin
Shredding me
Into a bloody pulp
No room to let
The
Light
In
Without you
I am lost in the maze
Of my own
Self destruction
Cutting my hair
Cutting my skin
The scars deep
Within me
Hold me
Just one more time
Let your lips linger
Over mine
Just for a moment
Just to stop
These tears
From
Drowning
Me
Please
Onto my pillow
My sight blurred
Being without you
Rips my soul to shreds
I can't breathe
Hoping beyond hope
That this love will be
Returned
But deep down knowing
You are outside my reach
My chest spasms
As I clutch my heart
It breaks into a
Million pieces
Excruciating
Wanting but never
Being wanted in return
So I wallow
In my own
Self
Pity
Darkness is all I see
No way out
No light
At the end
Of
My
Tunnel
Demons clawing
At my skin
Shredding me
Into a bloody pulp
No room to let
The
Light
In
Without you
I am lost in the maze
Of my own
Self destruction
Cutting my hair
Cutting my skin
The scars deep
Within me
Hold me
Just one more time
Let your lips linger
Over mine
Just for a moment
Just to stop
These tears
From
Drowning
Me
Please
Published 20th Jul 2017
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21st Jul 2017 00:38am
I think what's hurts many more than the actual separation is how you separated ( which in today's times can be a text or email ). Also whether or not you have closure, which many times men are afraid to provide because they honestly don't want to hurt women so they just back off and disappear ( not condoning ).
Writing is very cathartic and this is a very vulnerable share. Letting go gracefully can often take a Lifetime to learn, and can be a very painful process to Master.
But once you do, you'll learn to enter no relationship with expectations. And though letting go will always be painful in this human skin, the transition will be much easier because you have understanding of it, and realise it was nothing they did, but that you expected things to be other than they were.
May your pain ease and your Wisdom and Love of self grow and encompass you in peace. ❤
Thank you for the read.
Writing is very cathartic and this is a very vulnerable share. Letting go gracefully can often take a Lifetime to learn, and can be a very painful process to Master.
But once you do, you'll learn to enter no relationship with expectations. And though letting go will always be painful in this human skin, the transition will be much easier because you have understanding of it, and realise it was nothing they did, but that you expected things to be other than they were.
May your pain ease and your Wisdom and Love of self grow and encompass you in peace. ❤
Thank you for the read.
21st Jul 2017 7:24am
Thanks ahvati. I understand. I am in a relationship, no expectations just going with the flow.
Really appreciate your words and wisdom thank you x
Really appreciate your words and wisdom thank you x
