8 Years

I don't like nobody touching me  
Idc what you say, it's my life wey
You don't know what I've been through  
Psychologist said I was doomed
Even after all the meds
I feel so dead
If I didn't smoke cannabis I wouldn't be alive after all of this
This deal of pain I still don't feel the same
I wish this high would last forever  
Things aren't getting any better
Dealing with these memories
It feels like I could pull the trigger  
You don't know my pain  
My bad we aren't the same
How could you do that to a 6 year old
Now I'm 14 and the world is so cold  
Funny now I have PTSD
Why are you bitches still alive walking these streets