Living In My Reality

I want to catch my breath because things are
Moving too fast. You touch me in a way
I have never been touched before. Every scar
And lack of experiences is on display.
Do you really want to be with someone like that?
It is true that you know every little thing about me,
But do I know you that well?  Darling, my flat
Stomach draws your kisses and every time you see
Or look at me I wonder if I could have this
Forever. I am tired of keeping you waiting for one
Thing I hold onto, but you would not want to miss
Out on giving me what I want which is for you to run
And slow down at the same time.  All I want is you,
But would you have me? I am someone who thinks
Too much and over analyzes all the time. I am too
Safe and crazy in the head. I could be the one to jinx
Anything good and things that are going well.
I put my heart, feelings and emotions into every
Little thing. When my eyes fill and swell
With tears, could you live in my reverie?