Star among streetlights

Searched for a nice stone
But found a pure diamond
Wished to be strong alone
But failed to be violent
Dreamt to get a nice pink
But found a deep dark red
Thought to write with ink
Write with blood instead

Among million streetlights
Searched for my own
Found the star so bright
Its light forever grown
Looked for a green leaf
Got young beautiful tree
Learning to kill beliefs
Appeared to be free

Wished to have a friend
Got the best and only
Thinking of being dead
Received life so holy
Cried to find a real love
Found my soul's reflection
Asked your eyes for tenders
flow
Saw the river of perfection