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Karma(Sutra)
i.
I watched a Youtube lecture
looking for information about you
It's fucking me up.
ii.
Do you think she
would have stayed
if you fucked her
more often?
iii.
Candles, darling
I light them
I think of you
but what use is it
now?
iiii.
Many Youtubers
have taken it upon
themselves to dissect
your story, whittle it down
but the story doesn't matter
when you can't reverse bloodshed.
v
Guilt is a hound
full of Perhaps
full of Maybe's
I wonder if she
sleeps well at night
knowing what she did.
vi
American guy would
have died for me, too.
Why do I
choose to care about
a stranger
and not about
Him.
vii
In Latin 'Him' means 'it'
in your mother-tongue 'it' means
dog.
viii
There are no hymns
for tomorrow,
that will breathe life
into you.
Your text messages revealed
your obedience to a God
and to the warmth between
her legs...
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ix
I crossed out
your name
in the knowledge
that you will be
absent tomorrow
without realising
that
'Tomorrow' is today
&
You are already gone.
x
i
ii
iii
three
little
shots at
life and she
took your third.
Xi
Yesterday is gone, today, you left
tomorrow is lost to the seagulls
on the shores of the
ocean.
Xii
Sick to death
sickle death..
Grim Reaper
Inside my head, an argument ensues:
Xiii
Reap her?
Don't worry
She'll get her
Karmaaaaaaaa
"Karmasutra...
or Karma, Karma?"
"Well, If life's fucking her
which it will, it can be
considered Karmasutra"
xiv
-------
Flat-line
his heart
her lies
my lies, too.
and between us
sits a very plausible
situation.
Tears stream down
my hideous face
as I realise this could
have been the man who
loved me....
He could have
been six feet under
too...
I am a hypocrite
but I have
nothing left
let alone
any guilt.
-- reflections
on E.C and
other life things--
if you're up in heaven, I miss you.
I watched a Youtube lecture
looking for information about you
It's fucking me up.
ii.
Do you think she
would have stayed
if you fucked her
more often?
iii.
Candles, darling
I light them
I think of you
but what use is it
now?
iiii.
Many Youtubers
have taken it upon
themselves to dissect
your story, whittle it down
but the story doesn't matter
when you can't reverse bloodshed.
v
Guilt is a hound
full of Perhaps
full of Maybe's
I wonder if she
sleeps well at night
knowing what she did.
vi
American guy would
have died for me, too.
Why do I
choose to care about
a stranger
and not about
Him.
vii
In Latin 'Him' means 'it'
in your mother-tongue 'it' means
dog.
viii
There are no hymns
for tomorrow,
that will breathe life
into you.
Your text messages revealed
your obedience to a God
and to the warmth between
her legs...
------------
------------
-----------
**********
ix
I crossed out
your name
in the knowledge
that you will be
absent tomorrow
without realising
that
'Tomorrow' is today
&
You are already gone.
x
i
ii
iii
three
little
shots at
life and she
took your third.
Xi
Yesterday is gone, today, you left
tomorrow is lost to the seagulls
on the shores of the
ocean.
Xii
Sick to death
sickle death..
Grim Reaper
Inside my head, an argument ensues:
Xiii
Reap her?
Don't worry
She'll get her
Karmaaaaaaaa
"Karmasutra...
or Karma, Karma?"
"Well, If life's fucking her
which it will, it can be
considered Karmasutra"
xiv
-------
Flat-line
his heart
her lies
my lies, too.
and between us
sits a very plausible
situation.
Tears stream down
my hideous face
as I realise this could
have been the man who
loved me....
He could have
been six feet under
too...
I am a hypocrite
but I have
nothing left
let alone
any guilt.
-- reflections
on E.C and
other life things--
if you're up in heaven, I miss you.
Published 24th Mar 2017
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24th Mar 2017 5:32pm
Wrapping around you, face kisses love. I comprehend how deeply affecting
this can be. So, i remain speechless if nothing else at all.
this can be. So, i remain speechless if nothing else at all.
Thank you for your ever pleasant company and for leaving your much valued opinions on my work, it truly means the world and more coming from you. X
24th Mar 2017 8:33pm
24th Mar 2017 8:56pm
Pain tends to do that. E.C. was a guy who shot himself in the chest on a Facebook Livestream.. it's been doing the rounds again and it's really messing with my head. Second piece i've written for/about the person in two days. I digress, thanks for reading and leaving your thoughts.Much appreciated as ever.
24th Mar 2017 10:46pm
I think for you that only if you'd failed to admit the sameness of your "failings" would you have been a hypocrite- you don't - embrace them here there is
Hear there is great teaching laid in bricks
great foundations
Hear there is great teaching laid in bricks
great foundations
25th Mar 2017 2:37pm
Thank you much. I appreciate your thoughts and the time taken to read this one.
25th Mar 2017 6:28am
Wonderfully written with such pain. You have a fantastic way of showing emotion.
Sorry that you had to go through such pain. And yes, karma does come to those who mislead others.
Hugs 🤗
Sorry that you had to go through such pain. And yes, karma does come to those who mislead others.
Hugs 🤗
25th Mar 2017 2:38pm
Thank you ever so much for leaving your thoughts. Karma catches up to all of us, good or bad. Thanks for such an insightful comment and the hugs 🤗
31st Mar 2017 11:39pm
You have such a fire. It's gorgeous to watch you burn down the page. Life is full of darkness, deceit, a plague of suffering, but to take all that god awful shit and transform a kernel of it into poetry is alchemy. It is magic.
"Yesterday is gone, today, you left
tomorrow is lost to the seagulls
on the shores of the
ocean."
Aw. Yeah. *hugs*
"Yesterday is gone, today, you left
tomorrow is lost to the seagulls
on the shores of the
ocean."
Aw. Yeah. *hugs*
1st Apr 2017 00:18am
Thank you ever so much. This was written with a man who shot himself in front of an audience on a livestream . Suicide is a fucker. Thank you *hugs*
