Would anyone care

I started feeling like hell too
They said oh well you

You will
Be okay
But it never feels that way

It just feels like no one
Ever really cares

And I know what I'm saying
Is more than I should say
But I just wanna feel normal
But instead I feel
Like I'll decay
And waste away

Waste away again,
Without my friends,
Without everything
That made me
Whole again
And I'm standing
Along
A FUCKING THIN LINE

I wanna feel whole
I wanna feel alive
I wanna feel whole
But I might die

Before I get to
Before I let you
Understand
The pain inside me

I
I don't wanna feel cold
I don't wanna feel like I'm rotting
Like I'm getting old
But I'm growing old
And I don't feel alive

I don't feel alive
I just keep on thinking
What if I died

Would anyone care
Would anyone be there
For me