Cursed

Tell me, why are you being like this?
Did I do something wrong?
When did our sweetest aria heartfelt
become a screaming warrior song?
All the secrets divuldged with candour
unto your kindred, loyal soul
are now betrayed by this vicious animus
that seeks to shut me out in the cold.
All my welcoming calls that beckon youi
are consumed by a brutal stillness.
& true messages stained with passion
meet an evasive, uncaring cruelness.
Am I so wrong to ask for your heart?
Am I so wrong to cling to your word?
Did I venture more into dreamland
& of tales beyond the absurd?
But you know, all I ever asked
was to see you once in a while.
Yet instead you leave me cursed
by lonely memories of your smile.