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I searched for you in my contacts
Then I remembered I had to remove you from this list
So I could give you a chance at happiness
But if I see you with him......
I cant guarantee I will not react
Acting out of character  
Because I know you belong here with me
See my lack of actions is the reason,  
why Im left here standing alone
Our home is not ours,  
since you're gone
I will do anything to get just seconds, minutes, or those hours........ Back...
 
A stubborn lover I was, but I meant well
Your heart was always first
Even when it was hard to tell
You were my fear
Everything that I ran from  
So many what if that I had to embrace
And I remember
The first date.....  
 
I remember
The first kiss....
 
I remember
The first time I said, I love you
 
I remember
But now none of that remains
Just distant memories of this love that once was with me
See I am lover not a fighter
So how do I fight for my lover if its not in me
I just watched you pull away
Now you have nothing more to say  
But goodbye...