bulletproof

•      2009 was changing cities and raving to crystal castles live
•      2009 was meeting you and feeling more alive

•      2010 was exchanging violent kisses and I gave you a ring
•      2010 was euphoric sunshine days and immune to everything

•      2011 was dark clouds of paranoia and things falling apart
•      2011 was accepting your duplicity and nursing my broken heart

•      2012 was wishing for 2009 and starting over again
•      2012 was taking powders/pills and self-medicating to numb the pain

•      2013 was treading old avenues and walking the old city
•      2013 was pretty like drugs and in morning light not so pretty

•      2014 was watching cracks fragment and saw a face I could not show
•      2014 was self-imposed alienation and sinking to an all-time low

•      2015 was self-loathing in a broken mirror and my reflection just a crack
•      2015 was losing all my purpose and then somehow coming back

•      2016 was changing cities again and setting a future goal
•      2016 was the fear of change and the heart that they once stole

•      2017 IS pursuing simple dreams and distanced from superficiality
•      2017 IS a work in progress and hopes crystal castles tours near to me