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Stuck in my head and cant get out
reflecting and rejecting the random thoughts

My mind starts to race and chest begins to swell
my depression creeps back and I feel like I'm in hell

The music is the only thing that slows and drowns the
pain and static of the average day

I push it back and bury it deep and pray it goes away
avoidance is my key to success so my method will never change

Smiling on the outside and planning on the in
no one was a clue how close I come to sin

Doesn't matter cause I scratch the thought
and go to sleep only to repeat the cycle again