Just maybe

I have this tremendous amount of fear welling up inside....but trying to hide
Its ugly venomous way slithered through the cracks ....the strength my wall lacks
This journey my heart dreads....heavy with sorrow it treads
Unsure of which path... riddled with distrust of what lies in the aftermath
Discouraged by the lack of will..burden with inability to let myself heal

Maybe tomorrow
Maybe next week
Maybe next year

Just maybe......