See right through me

My heart is a blank page.
That's never felt the scares of words.
When you look in my eyes.
You see the picture that lies behind the lies.
Can you find my soul deep in there?
I feel like im at war,
and a prisoneer i will stay.
I just want to lay in bed,
and not deal with the stress of my day.
I'm tired of the looks a glares.
I just want to fall down some stair's,
and break my legs.
Then they will have something to look at.
As time went on I thought to myself.
My god is this feeling going to ever be gone.
I just wish someone would fill these shoes.
I mean what do I have to lose.
My heart is already dead and gone.
My soul is shattered to a million pieces.
That i've tryed to put together again.
All I have is that picture that hides beneath my eyes.
For now i'll just pretend im humpty dumpty,
and they can put me back together agian.