Emotion v. Dominating Passion

ME:Hey can i talk to you...
BF:Sure
I feel as if im not fitting into your life...at times you make me feel like the luckiest woman in the world and other times i feel as if you dont listen to me when im pouring out my emotions...i feel that all you think about...is taking your hands and exploring different parts of my body...and keep exploring until i stop thinking about the emotions that i feel for you.
I cry because the first thought of this relation between you and me i thought you were going to be the one...to make all of my pain go away...but ever since you introduce me to the first kiss...the first taste...the first touch of passion thats all that has been on your mind.
It really sucks...because im not just looking to have that passionate bond with you...im looking to have emotional, mental, safe and sound sercurity of the heart from you. I get it i know i sound like a winey emotional bitch but please i want you to hear me...not make me moan for you emotional affection....I GET TIRED OF IT!...im guilty...i didnt walk into this relationship ready to be dominated by your sexual domination...i walk into this relation hoping that our hearts would intertwine with each other and somehow try to become one whole of being there for each other...i was blind and i still am...your sexual domination...it has my heart and im ashamed that i have let it go this far and im ashamed to say you have me pinned down...when we talk...you turn into a sexual drug...you control me for when you want me and i fall into the trap everytime...i called to say...i cant walk away...your sexual domination has made me sick in the mind and now i feel as if...if you dont control me the way you do...then my heart will cry...if you keep dominating me my heart still cries and tries to deny liking the passion we have but i just cant deny it anymore...i am yours...but dont do as you please with my passion or my heart...
BF: your right...you are mine...and you heart might cry out in pain...but you know what it really cries out for...say it
ME: d...d...domination?
BF: no...the other word
ME: Passion
BF: no...me
MY THOUGHTS: so...here we go another night...another cry out for dominating passion.