I'm a cam girl.

I'm a Cam Girl.
That annoying pop up porno
yep that's me,
Red pouting lips flaming hair
really, it's easy
just a push up and a pretty smile,

Faking is my job.
interest.
arousal
I can fake it all.

But not for you.
I come home with smeared mascara
my hair in messy waves
I curl up in your arms
No longer a fantasy.

Sometimes, you pull me into bed
and love me,
your hands reminding me
easily of pleasure
something that isn't fake.

you'd think I'de get tired
of filthy words
but they sound so much better from your lips.
for them my laugh is a seductive chuckle
a promise of what could be

For you a guffaw of cacophanous snorts
and gasps
and half spoken words.
and sometimes spit..