Once

Once I could pulsate my hot seed  
So deep inside you  
That you had to draw breath
I came with such force  
That you shuddered  
Then smiled, wow  
That was so intense
I had visions of you  
Swirling through my head
You said
Finger me and rub your juices  
Until my pussy is white and my hairs are moisturized
Now suck me and nuzzle you nose over my clit
Whilst delving you oh so long tongue deep inside my hot hole
Hug me tightly and laugh out loud
Turn me over and pummel my ass
Slap me spank me nibble me
Just do not stop touching me
Now mount me and ride me  
Slap your cock back to life  
Now fuck me  
Fuck your wife
Well as time passed  
What happened to the intensity?  
Of our fucking time
The desire in my head  
Is not matched by the power in my loins
Is it fear that makes my hot seed dribble
Is it fear that turns my once stiff cock?  
Into soft rope
Is it fear that takes my pulsation hot seed?
And turns the force down into a spit
It i s devastating  
Your head say yes and cock lays there like a disobedient dog
Erectile dysfunction is what the doctor says
Medication can help
Sure it does but to be stiff with less sensation  
Is devastating so fear can rise again
 
In my head I am proud to fuck my special wife
Yes I can thrust and pulsate deep inside her
My tongue does not suffer from erectile dysfunction
Nor do my fingers or eyes
But secretly I wonder  
Does she miss how her eyes almost popped out?  
When we first started fucking