Ungrateful. care for what you have.

Ungrateful it may have seemed..
The world I had at my knees.
yet love decieved.
My heart fell weary. It sinned.
Sinned. Oh father.
I was selfish. Weary. Sad. Grieving.  Lost.
Ungrateful to what I had.
I admit it makes me sad.
to see.
just see.
Feel.
Grow.
Sadden.
Happiness.
shallow bliss.
Ungrateful. Dismiss.
oh how I miss.
what I had. What I had.
But what I have.
But what I have.
I'm glad.
selfish sadness.
Mishap.