Ephemeral Animation

And as fast as it came it was gone...  
 
The excitement no longer dancing in the air waking them up to blissful desire  
 
No longer the first thoughts on their mind  
 
The moments where they waited impatiently for each others response and notions slowly dwindled  
 
Now that she exposed herself she was no longer fueled for, desired....  
 
The "wondering" had faded for all that was to see and hear had been noted  
 
And she was just another time filler, loneliness killer,  
 
Who was filled with desires that were then pulled from her unwantedly  
 
So timid are the female feelings  
 
That spark was not short lived for her  
It still swells in the wallows of her belly waiting anxiously for any notion that SHE  
 
May actually cross his mind from time  
 
But....she doesn't....she is nothing  
 
Just a poetic freak who opened herself to a stranger  
 
Everything she taught herself not to do because she desired for a kindred soul so long  
 
She allowed herself to weaken quickly in hopes someone would love her mind  
 
But as usual.....she can only temporarily suffice for physical needs  
 
No one seeing her mind that is screaming to feed,  
All this greed and she stays catering to others needs  
 
Short lived  
 
They could have been something beautiful if he just wanted to make cerebral love  
 
As bad as he wanted to fuck her  
 
She will miss the chase, the late convos and elations  
 
The waiting and anticipation  
 
The hope that this would turn to a beautiful friendship  
 
For all she ever wanted was someone to like her soul  
 
But she's only good to fill misfiled desires and the man inside,
 
He showed he doesn't care her to know him,
 
And cares less to know her