Drunk words, Sober Thoughts

As the alcohol consumes my mind my locked away thoughts will break free.
I'll pour out my heart so just let me be.
Because when i wake up it'll only be a memory.
I've done some fucked up shit in my life, and I have no regrets except one.
Maybe it's the devils liquor talking but right now I'm on one.
I pour out my heart into your hands hoping you can forgive me.
I have done may things but I still hope you can see my heart true to be.
Drunk on a substance that makes me feel numb and strong.
Speaking the emotions I've had hidden for so long.
I was blind but now I can see through clear eyes.
Life has taught me tell truth, no longer lies.
I was told once no one knows what they want, but I always have.
Living life never going for it I learned I need to be a man.
The drunk is fading away and my thoughts are the same.
Just a clear sign that I am still very much sane.
The feeling I have is just sober, my thoughts are clear again.
From now I'm following my heart till the very end.