separation of a vampire love

You make me sick
I'll tell my pain to no one
I know I'm not the only one
Let me quit.
 
Your energy's damaging my soul
You call it love,
I wouldn't know
It's like a vampire feeding call
 
My mind dictates to go away
my heart is going crazy..
they both say I'm lazy
or needed here to stay
 
Suffering echoes loudly
exhausting phase
Talking of disgrace
I ache in the crowd
 
 
 
You make me sick
Do you even know what love is?
You're just as fake as your lying is
You want me weak
 
Where is my dysfunction?
I asked of everything but never too much
I let my feelings take in charge
with no satisfation
 
The shame of nothingness
of my loneliness' nest,
like knife on my chest,
are the inexistent faces
 
Those who may care
and truly embrace
with a slight smile on their face
a piece of advice to be shared
 
 
No one yet
Wait in patience
There've been less
Time to revert
 
 
Fighting fear
being a loser
or fucking abuser
the end is near
 
Oh vampire love
don't ever return ..
A mutual bet
Sadistic love
 
 
Roses by the fishing line
my blood on their thorns
whispers of my gods
Reset of conscious mind